Life at this moment!

Life at this moment is...well controlled chaos. Me and Aaron are engaged and I am moving in 23 days to a city I know little about but I'm doing it as long as I am with him I don't care where we go :-)
I am too stressed out for my age at work so I'm giving my two weeks in a few days .... It seems like the end of a chapter but the beginning of a much better one. I'm very excited!
I also found the past couple weeks that I am going to be an auntie for real this time. My little brother knocked up his girlfriend of 9 months and she is due in November. Kind of crazy... Babies raising babies.
Besides all that I need to start planning a wedding that's set for September 2013 and my ex BFF is getting married that same month which is a little irritating. I don't life is controlled chaos right now but God is always good and wont give me anything I can't handle! With love!

Love

Today I celebrate two months of being with the man that has made me look at things a different way.  I am very much in love with him and everything just seems so much brighter and happier in my life than it was before he came into it.  I am hoping he stays around for a long time : ) Besides being in love and loving my life right now nothing else has really changed. I still live at home, I still work in the same wonderful place. I love my life right now, I don't know how many times I can say that, and it is really caused by Aaron. He just opened my eyes up to amazing love and he sees nothing but the good in things and people and makes me want to see those things also.
Life is good!!! Love is great!!!

How the New Chapter is Starting

Well as you all know I can now say officially " I am a college graduate!" It still doesn't seem real quite yet but I don't think it will fully until I walk the stage.
Job wise, I still love where I work and what I do and I think I am seeing some new and very exciting things happening there in the future! The only thing is I'm not sure my parents like me working there, they think now that I have degree I need to get a big job at a CPA firm and make big bucks and all the stuff that comes with that, but I am just not feeling like leaving where I am just yet.
Another great thing that has come into my life really recently is my wonderful boyfriend, Aaron. He is one of the most amazing men I think I have ever met. One thing I love the most about him is that he talks just as much as I do......hahaha! We will see where God takes us in our relationship.
I know for sure I need to do something different about my living situation, because especially now. My mom is an accountant and she just started tax season and I have yet to see her in a good mood ever. So I have to get out of here and do something about that.....the only problem is that it takes money to do this and that I don't have enough of unfortunally.
Anyways thanks for taking the time to find out what is up in my life.....I will keep you updated : )

Graduating

So I'm graduating in 3 school days. That sentence just doesn't seem real since I have been in school for 17 1/2 years of my life. I am praying and waiting to see where the lord is going to take me next. In the mean time I will continue with my amazing job I love and maybe add another job since I won't be in school anymore because I will have student loan payments knocking on my door soon. We will see with that.
I have been lacking on my participation in church, I'm a little scared to get involved anymore because the church is dieing. I don't know what to do a lot of the people I respect and look up to in my faith are leaving. I went to another church and really liked it, they had people my age which is a huge change, a nice change to see people my age. This new church has women's groups and groups for people my age, it's a whole new thing because our church has nothing. I just need to pray about this subject with an open heart and follow what the lord says to do. Wish me luck in the new chapter of life ahead!

Meeting the right one

So I am still looking even though I told myself I wouldn't look anymore but it is hard not too. I want to be with someone I guess that I know cares about me not about what I look like or do or whatever. I need a real man that can handle that. I look around and see all the amazing things God has put into my life like great family, amazing friends and just great opportunities but I just feel like there is one thing always missing.... Someone to share those things with. I recognize all the beautiful things God has created but I want my own beautiful thing between me and a man I am meant to be with.

What I should be looking for.

I have been told many times to look to God and he will provide me with a husband when he feels it is time for me to have one. I have yet to listen to this advice. I have decided today that I am going to start praying about it and delete all the dating profiles and what not and just dig into God and what he has to offer and get my life together before I bring another person into it. God will bless me if I look to him and when he thinks it's my time.

The plan

So when I was younger I had a major plan. How old I was going to be when I got married, had kids, graduate college, etc., but the older I get I'm realizing the Lord just laughed at my plans and moved them around to how He wants them which is how they are suppose to be..... They were never suppose to be what I wanted but what He wants for his glory!!!! All my friends are getting married and having babies and I'm being left behind .... But then I thought wait maybe that is in His plan maybe he is keeping me where I am because he has some things for me to do before I get married and have babies or maybe He just hasn't set up the right man of God for me. Anyways all this comes down to how I continue everyday to learn to trust the Lord with all plans and decisions in my life!! May His will be done!!!